Losing my virginity

My boyfriend and I went out on a date in celebration of our 3rd monthsarry, I was just 18 years old that time. He picked me up at my home, I was wearing a red sleveless kneelength dress. He was handsome with his black open polo showing his white printed shirt. The print was quite catchy with text saying I'm crazy about you. I smiled when I see it and thought if it was for me. He left a long kiss on my cheek and I felt nervousness and I don't know why. I also felt wetness on my panty but i was naive to notice why. What I feel is that he is the one for me and I just love him so much. It was an ordinary date, we watched movie, ate dinner on a casual restaurant. After, he told me that he has another surprise and I was excited. We went to a 5 star hotel and upon entering the room I saw a lot of rose petals on the floor and a big Teddy bear on the bed. I was too focused on the teddy bear that I didnt notice he was grinning on my side and holding a boquet of roses and told me I love you so much, I just can't imagine my life now if you're not be on my side. I felt weak on my knees so he assisted me to the bed. He touched my cheeks and brushed his hand on my long black hair. I felt electricity running through my veins. He kissed me softly on my lips I kissed backed. It became a little harder with his tongue inside my mouth and I fight his togue slowly. I just love the way he French kiss me. His mouth left mine and slowly kissing my neck nipping a little and kissed another part. I can feel blood rushing inside me. He slipped the strap of my dressed and kissed my bare shoulder he continued leaving butterfly kisses as he removed my entire dress revealing my black bra and lacy panty. He French kissed me again while his hand felt my pussy under my panty. He stopped and grinned and said I was wet. Not knowing what to say I just smiled. He slowly pushed my to lie on the bed while kissing my bare skin down to my 34A sized breast as his hand opened the hook of bra leaving my breast bare and my nipple hard as he lightly flicked it. He stood up and removed his shirt as he positioned above me carefully not to give his weight on me. He caressed my breast slowly as he sucked my nipple. Ahhh.. Is all I utter but really I wanted to scream. He continued licking and sucking my nipple alternating my left and right breast as I hold on to his hair. He threw butterfly kisses again as he goes down to my tummy and to my panty as he slowly pulled down to remove it. Going up again he kissed, licked, and nipped my legs until he reached the middle of my thighs. He touched lightly my clit and he suddenly stopped. Ahhhh. My mind is screaming but I just looked at him blankly. He crawled up again so we are face to face and asked me if I am really ready now. Yes. We have been into this situation about three times in our three months of relationship and I would always stop him and he would follow without second thoughts and hard feelings. I cant really say anything so I just nodded but inside me I really wanted this, I am so sure that we are meant for each other. To prove to him, I slowly got up as he adjusted his position so my face was levelled with his manly hardness. I removed his belt and pulled down his pants and brief and his hard cock revealed. I just look at it blankly, he said you dont have to do anything now just let me inside you as he shoved me to lie again. He directly places sweet kisses on my pussy as he licked my clit up and down. I hold on to his hair as I felt something like i want to pee or just to explode something. Yes I am too naive, my breathing was getting faster and heavier he slid a finger to my wet opening just slowly and ligthly and removed it quickly. He position his cock to my opening, smiled and asked if I was ready. He thrust slowly to my opening and move up and down, I can feel his hardness and I almost stop him but no.. I liked it... No I loved it and I was... Ahhhh.... Uhhhh... As he keeps pumping getting faster and faster as he breathe heavy... He...ahhhh... I'm about... To... Its here.... My fingers pressed on his back. As he kissed me on my lips, nipped it and smiled. He lied next to me as he put his arms around me and closed our eyes.....

How I wish it happened the way it is. But no. First sex experience is not always romantic and sensual. It is not always sweet like ice cream with chocolate toppings on top. Some would enjoy it but others would dread it. Others might feel it special but others would try to forget about it. Others might have lost it with the one they truly love but some would have lost it to a man they hate. Some would lost it on the night of their wedding day but some on a night that they fear.

As for me, I lost it when I was 18 to my boyfriend but I didn't actually love him. He became my boyfriend because friends would like me to try him out. He attempted several times, we kissed, we sleep together and we do foreplay but when he touch my pussy I would stop him. Until, the time when I got tired of stopping. I just let him do what he want to do. Until he was able to go inside me. He thrust up and down while he french kissed me until he would be able to let out whats inside of him. He never bothered to ask if I was able to orgasms not that I care. I don't even know about that before. There was no blood. Just like what they used to say at school. I haven't forget about it after all it was my first. But it was not exciting at all.

How about you, how did you lost your virginity.