Well... Almost!

I just moved out from my ex boyfriend's house that time and I stayed with my best friend's house in Makati. Our friends decided to go out, and I, who was broken hearted wanted to divert my attention to other things and so I joined them even if my best friend backed out at the last minute. Good thing he was there. He was not originally from our circle, he was just invited by our common friends. We were not close but that night I ended up beside him and talking to him. It was blessing in disguise as I have someone around so I won't be worried on my safety. We talked and drank a lot. He was just out of a relationship, just like me. We went home past midnight already and decided to have another round of booze. After the session, I decided to get a quick sleep as I still need to go to work at SM north. He was still there when I woke up coz he decided to accompany me going to work. During the bus ride, I fell asleep on his shoulder, being a gentleman he just wrapped his arms around me to support me. I didn't mind, I even hold on to his arms.

After a few days we just ended up as a couple, I just can't remember how it happened. We were always together on gimiks, he would pick me up and so on. Until, I had to sleep over on their place. Good thing he has his own room.

We were lying on his bed and he started kissing me, I kissed back. He leaned on me and his kiss got deeper and deeper. He touched my hair and I felt electricity rushing through me. Only few people can do this to me. His hand slowly went down touching my neck while my hands was moving on his back. I know what is about to happen. My body is starting to respond but my mind is telling me not to because I'm not ready yet. I don't fully trust him and I don't really love him. It was more of companionship. But as his hands goes down to my body with still the clothes on I can feel the heat. He touches my breast and caresses it. Damn! My body wanted this. He slowly removed my upper clothes and kissed my bossom. As he removed my bra my turned on nipples showed. He slowly sucked it and licked it as he was caressing my boobs. Oh I love it. But mind kept telling me no. He alternately suck my left and right nips as he shifted position his hardness brushed my legs. He was so turned on. I reached out to touch it on the outside, he was really hard. He continued kissing me on my upper body but as his hands move down I pulled it up again to my boobs. I am not ready for this but I don't want it to stop. He caressed my boobs again, licking my nips, flicking it. I feel wetness down there. I started removing his pants and underwear.. Oh what a tease! I am still half hearted but I'm removing his pants! I hold on to his shaft moved my hands up and down.  I touched his balls. He smiled at me before kissing me deep on my lips again. I can feel his hands going down again to my pants button, I wanted to let it go. He opened the button but as he is unzipping my zipper I stopped him. He asked why. I can't say why not... I can't say that I don't love him.... I said... I can't, I have a visitor. Toinks!!

Good thing he didn't object and just quietly pulled up his pants. As I put on my bra again, he just kissed me so deeply that I felt his longingness and defeat as well.