Rebound

I and my first boyfriend have not talk for months though I know he is back in manila. There was no effort from him. I was still in the dark, I don't know if there was still an "us" but I still love him and I miss him and Im hoping we can work things out. Life goes on, I still work in a fast food restaurant and we still go out to drink until I got close to Ed. He was four years older than me and had a lot of experience already including sexual experience, he shares about it but not in details. He was always there for me until he admitted that he like even if he knows about my status his feelings didn't change. 

Our gang decided to walk to antipolo on Holy Thursday. I asked my girl friends to invite my boyfriend so it will be our chance to talk. On the day of the walk, my boyfriend arrived but he didnt approached me. I was separated with the group because I have to wait for my best friend and his boyfriend. Upon arriving in Antipolo, I saw my bf and Ed with he group. My bf just looked at us as if he was not worried but Ed immediately approached me and ask how am I. Until we went home, the bf didn't talk to me, didnt even looked at me when he went down the bus we rode. I was so devastated.

Some of the group decided to stay over at a friend's house, we ate, drank and had some fun and I found myself beside Ed. When we decided to rest, we were together and I slept on his lap, I let him touch my hair, my arms and just cuddle me. I don't usually let a guy friend do that to me and he knows that and it might have sent a wrong signal. After the holidays, he was extra sweet, and I let him put his arms on my shoulder. A friend noticed a number on his coin purse, it was our date, according to him. I was a little shock and talk him about it. He assumed that we were an item already after the walk. Wow. I didn't realized I have a boyfriend already! I thought about it and eventually I let the situation be. He was a great boyfriend and he didn't change me a bit. We go with our friends together to have a drink and I appreciate it a lot because I can still enjoy with my friends. 

As usual, we would spend the night of drinking at a friends house and when I don't have work the next day we would just sleep there. The house have double deck bed so we stayed on top while my other friends were at the bottom or on other beds. I would hear moan and whispers sometimes but as usual I would just ignore it. Ed and I usually just sleep together but nothing happens except one night when he started kissing me.

I responded to that kiss. I like the way he kiss me, his lips were soft our tongue were doing action. He moved me closer to him and I can feel his body. His hand touched my hair and moving it down to my spine. I can feel heat rushing through me as I feel his touch. I can't think properly probably because of the beer. He stopped kissing me and he pulled my shirt up just enough to reveal my breast covered with a black bra. His finger trailed my bosom before he unlock my breast. He kissed me deeply again, it was so deep and I enjoyed it, I held his head that I pushed it down as we continue to play with our tongue. I am so turned on with the kiss and he must have felt it. He gave me small kisses to my neck as he move downward and kissed my breast. He licked my nipples, and I let out a soft moan. I was thinking am I ready for this? I can't seem to find the answer and I just let him caress my breast. I am holding his head as he nibbled on my nipple. As I did a little movement, I can feel his hard on under his pants. He continued playing with my breast, caressing, placing kisses, licking my nipples, etc. I was turned on. Thinking this is it. Feeling nervous at the same time. 

We heard movement. He stopped. He fixed my shirt and lie beside me embracing me and prevented we were sleeping. We must have really slept because the next thing I know the sun is up and others are up already. So we started preparing as well. On the way home, he was whispering to me I'm sorry. I ignored him. He told me again. Im sorry and so I asked him why. He said, I'm sorry for what happened, I was not able to control myself. I love you so much. Then he said jokingly, if it was not you. I would be done with it. I just slapped his shoulder playfully and layed my head on his shoulder as he wrapped his hand around me. No response of I love you came from me, he didn't notice it or maybe he just ignored it.

The relationship didn't last long. That would be another story. Sorry guys. Another bitin story of mine. Hahaha. Thanks for reading.

Have a great weekend everyone!