Breaking someone's Heart

So my relationship with Ed continued, month passed already until school started again, and I was able to continue my studies. I was working on a different fast food already because my contract ended already. We seldom see each other already because of our hectic schedule and when we get the chance to see each other we were surrounded with friends. I thought the relationship was stagnant, got a little bored but just didn’t say anything.

One time, after work, my friends were waiting for me and there were couple of new faces, one of them was Rey. I saw more of Rey during our gimiks when Ed was not there and he would always do make some moves to me but would just ignore him always. Until one time, after a drinking session, my friend asked me to go with her to his boylet’s house. I hesitated at first but she was able to convince me, little did I know that Rey would be there as well and it would just be the four of us. The house was little, would not even call it a house, it was more of like a room with a CR, there were no partitions and since it was late already we decided to spent the night there. The position was my friend’s boylet, my friend, me and Rey.

I was trying to sleep until I felt hands on my boobs, caressing it. I removed the hand which is Rey’s hand and I faced my friend, but she was kinda busy with her boylet and had a huge space between us. Rey stood up and positioned in between us, facing me and started kissing me. I hesitated at first but feeling his kiss and lips, I gave in. As he kisses me, he caressed my boobs while playing with my nipple. He moved his hand down to my panty and inside, he was touching my clit. He move down to my whole and up to my clit again and whispered you’re wet already. He kissed me again while he inserted his finger to my pussy and was doing a circular motion, d@mn I’m turned on. I must have moaned because I felt his other hand opening my pants but I stopped him. And then he continued finger fucking me and attempted to open my pants again. He whispered to me “ako bahala sa’yo” and thought to myself “sira pala toh, kala niya mauuto niya ko.” I said no. He stopped. He kissed me again and caressed my boobs. He whispered “let’s go to the CR.” And I said no again. I told him to just stop. He tried again and again, touching my clit, my nips, kissing me, tried arousing me and attempting to open my pants and I would always stop him until he said “ang sakit mo sa puson eh” and I retorted I don’t care and just looked on the other side. Good thing he stopped already (mabait pa rin pala) or else I don’t know what could have I done.

He didn’t stop that night. He continued pursuing me, picking me up at work, always with us on a gimik. Just in time, my first boyfriend came back. He was again part of our group and I wanted to talk to him. We were given a chance to talk and clear things out and I know I still love him. But we didn’t have a final understanding on our relationship. Until Ed found out about Rey, asked me about the guy and I just told him there’s nothing to him. He also heard about my first boyfriend and this time I can’t deny my feelings but I told him I will just let it go because I’m with him already. After few days of talking and misunderstanding our gap got bigger, I got tired, I broke up with him. Rey found out about it, asked me if he was the reason, Oh gawd! Of course not! Feelingero. But it was hard for Ed to bear the break up. He talked to my friend most close to him and he was crying a lot medyo nakokonsensya nako But I just can’t let go of the chance to be with my first boyfriend again. So, the boyfriend and I got another chance. Ed stayed in the circle of friends but we were not talking much.

I wanted to write this in Filipino, kaya lang mas mahirap pala! LOL!